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I am TASHA. i love my complicated life but i love GOD more, as HE never stop helping and loving me.. Likes: reading, singing, blogging, watching movie, SHOPPING :DDislikes liar, betrayer, studying, being quiet all the time (hahaha) Profiles: Facebook archives
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Kamis, 10 September 2009 @ 07.30
when will my rainbow come?
lagi dengerin lagu clay aiken yang the way nii..
udah lama ga dengerin dari gue smp haha.. dulu kan gue suka banget sama lagu ini.. gue tulis lagi deh liriknya hehehe.. ~ the way. clay aiken ~ There's something bout the way you look tonight There's something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you. There's something bout the way your lips invite maybe it's the way that i get nervous when you're around. And I want you to be mine and if u need a reason why.. It's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that I want you tonight It's in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say, You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.. There's something bout how you stay on my mind, there's something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep, Oh girl no. Maybe its the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile. And the reasons they may change but what i'm feeling stays the same. I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby. So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside, just thinking bout the way. yahh, actually this is really what i feel.. and for all this time, i always try to hide it from everyone.. i always wonder if someday, i could find the new one, start a new relationship, then be happy forever.. that's what i keep saying to myself, that's what i keep thinking in my head.. dan saat ini pun, gue kayanya kembali lagi ke masa-masa kelam gue yang dulu.. the same person, the same condition, and the same story which makes my tears keep falling down.. it hurts, it really hurts so bad when you love someone but it seems so impossible to be with him.. first thing is about the difference world and age, and the second is about the distance.. but now i think, for me those two problems are not the biggest problems between me and him.. the biggest thing is i'm so dissapoint of him.. of his attitude, his decisions, his heart which so easy to change about for whom it's belonged.. he really makes my life such a jet coaster.. i'm hurt, i'm down, and now i'm so afraid to think about love, and that's why i keep telling him not to discuss about what's happening between us.. i don't know what he's thinking now, i don't know what things that his heart says about me, and i don't know what things that he has decided about this problem.. honestly, i REALLY want to know.. but i'm so afraid to know the answer, i'm so afraid about everything that's related to him.. and my biggest fear is when he finds the new 'irene' someday.. and i really want to scream out loud everytime he asks me to tell him whenever i've found the new one who can replace him in my heart.. it hurts so baaaaad, 'cause he knows, i'm trying and trying so hard to fall in love.. i've tried thousand times to fall in love with some guys who try to get closer to me.. but i can't, eventhough that time i know that his love is just for irene, i still can't.. so, am i still the same stupid girl? .....GOD, please take over my life.. my whole life.. i can't stand alone, i really need YOU and I'll always do, LORD.... |
