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I am TASHA. i love my complicated life but i love GOD more, as HE never stop helping and loving me.. Likes: reading, singing, blogging, watching movie, SHOPPING :DDislikes liar, betrayer, studying, being quiet all the time (hahaha) Profiles: Facebook

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Kamis, 07 Mei 2009 @ 08.08

are you really 'the guy'?

i know, i have been so stupid for the last three days..

i know that i was doing something wrong, but why can't i stop myself?

how can i be that stupid?

i can't explain what i'm feeling about him right now..

i admit that he is a very very nice guy..

he can make me smile, everytime i feel so bad and really wanna scream..

everytime i feel so tired because of this crazy world that i live in..

but why did i treat him like i still have a pieces love for him..

i know for sure that my heart has been rigid for all this time

i always keep telling myself not to love and just stop loving a guy, whoever that guy is..

because it hurted so bad when that guy walked out of my life

then turned my beautiful life and heart into pieces that i really don't know how to fix them again..

blew up my dreams and smile away..

and made me fell and forgot how to get up again..

and now, i've been healed..

i've been healed perfectly..

but why GOD?

why did you send a guy who can bring my smile back?

why did you make me so hard to say NO, when he said something to tell me that he has a feeling for me?

GOD please.. not now..

please close my heart..

please make me stop liking him, because i don't want this feeling turn into a love feeling..

i haven't been mature yet GOD..

YOU know about it.. YOU know it exactly..

but if YOU say that he is the guy..

please make me sure that he is really the guy..

show me the way, direct my path..

and even if he's not the guy..

i hope he still can be my friend..

and please replace this sucks sad and lonely feeling in my heart,

with a joyful of heaven..

and may the mercy and the blessing from heaven's gate,

never stop pouring on me..

i LOVE YOU, GOD !

more than everything..

and I'll do EVERYTHING that YOU want me to do for YOU..

i want to live to honor YOU,

to serve YOU,

to give YOU everything i can..

'cause i am yours, completely and forever..

~good night my dear GOD :D

X.O.X.O

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